open for extension; closed for modification

I keep rubbing my hands together, hoping that it will turn on the heat. One more month according to the white board hanging on my wall, but I'm already regretting that declaration. I wonder if turning the oven on with the door open still counts.

6 A.M. Phone Call

This time it's me who's speechless. I just woke up and He won't slow down.

"Hawaii?"

"Think about it my friend. It'd be in the music industry, you have talent and passion. Think about it."

Lost Soul

4/20/07, 3:07 PM
hows school
crazy, how's life?
busy and yet I'm not really doing anything
I have a wedding to go to this weekend
that should be fun
and I think I've been fired from all of my sub jobs because no ones called me in at least a month
I always faced discrimination because I was a twenty year old male
I should sue
I have just as much right to work as a sub as some retired teacher that no one liked anyway
they always think I'm a pedophile or a school shooter when I show up
3:10 PM
that sucks
any info on schools ?
well in all honesty I wasn't very good
I just kinda shut the door and let them run wild all day
I finished my law school application to CSU and I applied late to OSU architecture
but haven't heard from either
I just have to write up a letter of interest for the other schools I'm applying too
and I've started writing my anthology
and theres a building for sale that I'm thinking about buying but no bank would approve me because I don't have a job
the weathers nice though
3:25 PM
Karl has gone offline.

These used to be green

Breathe. Just focus on your breath.

You're doing okay, it's new.

Fold the napkin on the diagonal.
Fork, Fork, Knife.

She put you on her wall.

Only ten more to go.

Today was much better.

Roll it tight.

You're fine.

Breathe.